Every feel like you were being pulled to do something? Like random people keep telling you variations of the same thing. This has been happening to me for a little over a year now. Not sure what to do with it. As I'm venturing into late 30 somethings.... What is my purpose has haunted me for a long time. I've come to the conclusion I don't have any ONE purpose! I've had several. The past few years I really worked at being a Full Time mom. Hear me right, not stay at home mom, FULL TIME MOM. Pouring into and investing in my 3 kids like it's a career, not about doing the dishes. That will not change. However, I've got a story. We all have a story. I just have your not so typical childhood growing up story. I have come to a point in life where I can't believe God would have allowed me to encounter these events if it were not to further his kingdom is some way. So for those of you still reading, I'm putting myself out there in saying, please pray for me. Pray as I decided how transparent I will be in sharing my life story with others. Is that what God whats? What will it look like? Thanks my faithful 3 readers.
November 10, 2010
Jennita,
We all have a story and a purpose. Just like you, my purpose has changed in different stages of my life. I believe all of our life experiences can benefit others. A word, a smile, a moment in time can change the outcome of someone's life whether we know it/believe it or not. I trust that God will lead you in sharing the stories of your life that will benefit the lives of others at that moment. I encourage you to listen to God's truth and know that His plan is the best one. The only place that you and I need to be is in God's will. I will pray for guidance and trust that you will be open to hear it.
Sometimes re-living the past can bring out emotions long forgotten- so be prepared for the journey and know that I always will have your back. God bless you and your sweet family:)
With much love,
Chasity
Posted by: Chasity Testa | November 10, 2010 at 01:12 PM
Jennita,
What a toughie! Discernment from what is from God and what is not is always a tough one. We definately need to have coffee soon. I have thought that God is calling me to do several things over the last couple years but what I have found out is that each time I am trying to fulfill me because of needs/wants I have and in my head thinking that what I am doing as a full time mom is not enough...all lies. Good thing my King is the King of Truth, not lies. Feelings of getting older and not yet having my identity back other than that of a mother is hard on me. I fight that battle A LOT. The world tells us that we can't be good full time moms and have a career of our own, which is a huge lie. The world calls us selfish if every decision we make isn't one that isn't specifically for our kids.
If you feel the gentle tug (or huge push) of God in one specific direction, continue to pray on it (I will for you too), and explore the possibilities. I just read in a book again to remember that God opens doors,,,,but satan does too!! Pray for discernment, and lets get together soon.
Posted by: Julie | November 10, 2010 at 01:36 PM
Thank you for sharing. I have to admit that I'm kind of in a similar place. I can't say I've figured it all out. But, God has been showing me that I'm exactly who he made me and that he does not expect me to be anyone else. I'm excited to see how how God uses the you that he made. You're right. Your experiences are unique and can help others who find themselves in similar experiences. I will be praying that even if God does not give you a revelation of a specific ministry that he guides you to the people he uniquely made you to minister to. You are valuable and wonderful.
Posted by: Danielle | November 10, 2010 at 02:05 PM
Your story definitely could be shared and used to further His kingdom. I am praying for you my friend, as you figure out which avenue to take in order to reach the Goal.
I don't have as many words as your friends above, I just know that you are so capable of doing so much.
Hugs.
Posted by: Mrs. Dunbar | November 10, 2010 at 02:50 PM
Miss Jennita,
God has you here for a very special purpose. I have told you this before, but one of your greatest strengths is your sense of humor.....you are the funniest friend I have. Your humor combined with your story are powerful. I will be praying for you that God will make you path clear and provide opportunities for you.
Love you friend- Jamie
Posted by: Jamie | November 11, 2010 at 08:39 AM
Dear Friend,
Ah, the waiting game of figuring out God's plan. Here is the key: you are waiting to figure out HIS plan. Not creating one for your own, and waiting approval. God brought you through so much, that yes, people can be blessed by your story. Now, we wait, pray, and see what happens and when. Never forget that HE holds you in the palm of HIS mighty right hand.
With love and prayer, E
Posted by: Erin Calhoun | November 12, 2010 at 08:30 AM
Oh man, you definitely have a heck of a story to share. I, too, believe that in some way your experiences are to be used to bless others and further God's kingdom...in some way. In what way, I'm not sure. BUT, I am sure that I WILL be praying for discernment for you in that. Your experiences and humor are no chance pairing, in my opinion. There is a purpose for your wit, your humor, your ability to make lemonade out of even the most sour of lemons. I'm excited to see how God will use you, where He will take you, who He will have you encounter. Thank you for the opportunity to walk with you and pray alongside you on your journey. It's an honor. Love you J. ~A
Posted by: Amy Lewis | November 15, 2010 at 02:31 PM